Mom: Hello?
Me: Hiiiii!
Mom: Okay I can breathe. You're alive.
Me: Yes. I'm alive. I'm alive.
Mom: So you had a great time?
Me: Yes. Yes. Amazing. I'm a little bit sick now. Feeling really tired and sick to my stomach. Very disoriented after returning to the city.
Mom: Tell me stuff.
Me: It's hard to put into words. This is a place I'll be returning to for the rest of my life. I know it. It felt like my spiritual home.
Mom: Yeah, I heard... And the coaching course was good.
Me: It was incredible. People just transformed. This is the work I love. This is the work I'm going to do in my life. Everything just screamed to me... yes, yes, yes... you're on the right path.
Mom: I could feel that. I could feel that you were gone. That you weren't homesick anymore. I felt like you grew up all of a sudden.
Me: Really? Well, I'm here. I'm right hear. What is it you really want to say?
Mom: Don't forget us! Don't run away to the desert!
Me: I'm right here, mom. Maine feels very far away but I am looking forward to coming home. When I'm there, I'll really be there. Right now, I don't know where I am. But I'm here. I love you and I'm going to come home to you forever.
Mom: Oh good.


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